20112011 我们失去了你

有好多话来不及说.
他就走了

有好多事情来不及接受
他就再也不会出现,
而是到天堂当天使了

我知道我现在的坚强
是因为逃避
逃避着姨丈已经离开的事实
逃避着他不会再回来

我就是接受不到

听着阿姨哭泣的声音
听着她说她要回来了

听着听着..

就

哭了

小姨是最疼我的亲人
小姨是一直照顾我的亲人
在她失去了最爱的时候
我却不能陪在她身边

我知道... 她不能撑了

担心担心担心

你们这些三姑六婆可不可以不要那么八!!!!!!!!

这是我们的家事, 与你无关~

对阿姨说了...
回来吧.. 还有我..

我不想接受..
我不想...我不想...

这一切都是梦...

姨丈...

你听见了吗?

我们都好想你..
请好好保佑阿姨和孩子们...

:'(

永别了...

阿嫲的话

前天阿嫲来我家
听她的语气
从表姐 表哥 表妹 担心到 堂哥 堂弟
我听了很心酸
然后再看看自己
其实是不是还是一个让人担心的人?

那曾经的自己 让家人多么心碎 多难过和担心

原来她不希望没人传承家里的事业
// 虽然说家里的事业不是像企业集团那么大

原来在她眼中 读再多的书也是种浪费
// 她一见到我 就会问我读到何时.. 从3年前到现在..
她说:堂哥在新加波做工, 一个在外面就好. 阿庚阿申在古楼帮二伯
她也说:他们俩其中一个要读书. 但 她不大允许. 原因怕没人接管事业

顿时, 我静了.
我知道再继续反驳也得不到共识
毕竟我这个21岁的小姐 还是一个没有经济能力的小家伙
也对,
我除了继续读.. 一点才艺都没有.
想想这些年读的.. 到底会不会派上用场?
到底在未来 这些东西对我会有多大的帮助

知道有个世界最伟大的老爸和老妈
一直鼓励我们读书
一直无条件的对我们好
所以我们才这么无任何牵挂的做我们想做的事
毕竟每个人的理想都不一样

老弟, 不想再逼你了

老妹, 你最好是成熟点.

老小弟, 你不要学坏 我就没那么担心
毕竟 你是很乖的小弟

想跟阿嫲说
古楼的孩子 一定要在古楼接管事业吗?
别忘了 他们还有梦...

6666 and pre-happy father's day

yeah, it's 6666.
and the one view it is ME..!!!

All right, now at my lovely hometown- Kuala Kurau.
It's just like ages din't back home but in fact, just 2 weeks.

Have something happened last week which influenced me much, no matter in physically or mentally.
Stress of it and insomnia for it as well.
I think it been solved since my parents forgave me.
/// although mum keep 'scolding' me sometime  >.<

When I reached home,
daddy said the touch sentence to me
And I know that,
I am always the his lovely daughter and
he always my lovely daddy ever.
/// pls elyce, you have just only daddy in this world!!

thanks for everything you give me when I need it.
thanks you for fulfilling my needs and wants all the time.

daddy: just be brave when internship. Is time to learn already girl.

yes, I just need to be brave more.
love you, daddy.

happy father's day


\\\\\\ today is 金曲獎
read the newspaper just know, feel that 韋禮安will get the 新人獎
since he also in the list of the best male singer.
please.. yen-j must take the prize.!!!
he is not only 偶像 okay?!!!
he is really really excellent okay...!!!

love you also ^^

since leehom doesn't attend it

i will use my whole heart to support u.

GO!! xoxo

\\\\\\ will go to penang church tomorrow with xinkun.

is a nice experience I think.^^

好的事情 真的會重複

愛你哦 爸爸 和 嚴爵

Happy Wesak Day ♥ Happy Birthday

Happy Wesak Day
Happy Birthday to me

Lil aunty bought me one cake in Johor
and is the first cake for me in 2011
she told me that mum ask her bought it for me

and we celebrate it in KFC

ah jun

kathleen

with aunts

cousins brother and aunt

make a wish

feel funny

haha

happy birthday huan, 21st

Universal, Singapore

 This is the first time for us ( me and Kathleen) to take MRT alone without aunty aside

We both like blur blur one as we need to take 38 minutes to Sentosa and also need to change the MRT

Feel so bad that, we stand for 38 minutes ><

the MRT is so cloud

and Singapore is getting more and more people.

nothing to do but just looking around 

See there is 'lengzai' or not...

There are quite a lot, man --^.^--

Busy walking faster to avoid miss any route

And the Singaporean's steps really faster

I realised that I love this although last time I told my cousin Wai that, 

I don't suit the city with the 'high speed' one. LOL

alright, back to the topic

After 38minutes, we reach Vivo City

the shopping mall near Sentosa

Kathleen dint tell me wanna walk to there -.-

since aunty said that there is a monorail from Vivo City to Sentosa

so hotttt

However, the view is nice.

so my sweats is worth for it.

the first thing to do is find the big 'BLUE BALL'

YEAH.. is here

yeah.. the ticket

HOLLYWOOD

Busy capture the view

I play the red road one

horrible >.<

the castle

the red one call

HUMAN

after playing this

feel like vomit -.-

I am the one like roller coaster much

this one

u really need a high lung power

but this one not so horrible yet

Number 2 nia

the Number 1 I rank is

CYLON

originally we wanna play this one

as we thought are the same

but for me,

if i play this..

other one is just like sap sap water

lol

this one different with the red one as

this one the seat like no have 底

see the different below

this one is i sit one HUMAN

oh ya, i sit 3 roller coaster in Universal

there is no safety beat for the breast one

the safety beat just set at ur leg ><

this one is CYLON

after that, we thought there is nothing as we keep capture and capture

and take a wrong map ><

then we went to eat first

TOAST BOX

one famous cafe in SG

After that,

we bought the Universal bottle

It costs us $ 14.50 each ><

is Sing dollar

regret for it

lol

our bottle

Sprite-Elyce

Ice Lemon Tea-Kathleen

see the show at 5pm

nice nice nice nice!!!

just like a bad man destroy one couple and want that girl

story is same one

but most important is the effect

we play with the characters at the beginning with the water

as we purposely sit at that area.^^

then got explosion also.

nice !

After that

my favourite roller coaster ever

it can reverse, change the direction 

and most special is..

is in the darkness!!!!!!!!

so funnnnn!!!!!!!

 I must play 999999999 times!!!

the operating hour is from 10am to 7pm

I hope can go again^^

Photo time:

helping one woman to capture solo pic^^

take photo with dustbin..haha

happy birthday^^

with the 2 bottles

some pictures failed to upload in blogger

don't know the reason

sigh..

have a fun in Universal

worth to go

but so little time

as almost each game need spend 1 hour

and there are 1x games to play ><

and today-19/5 sit flight back Penang

the tickets for 11 days..

lack flight ticket inside

flight ticket from JB to Penang

holidays end

and I start to miss those days

elyce, Singapore